dreading 30s

I am dreading 30s...in few years i am there and the fact of me being that old is pinching me so much :( i just never thought i would become this old;

Things have changed quite a bit and so have I. Things i used to like couple of years back are nowhere in my list and things i used to hate are so much important for me these days that life without them seems to be so very impossible.

1. I used to scold my mum for investing her time/energy/money in stock market and just to realise that i have also started playing but thankfully not to the same extent.

2. The long phone calls from everyone used to be my favorite passtime and now i just dont seem to answer any calls unless i see an emergency or a reason/logic behind the same.

3. The junk has finally started leaving me! Strange but true. I have reduced so much of my junk intake..not that i have started eating anygood but atleast its not junk.

4. Reading of books and tastes have remained the same, still dont like high funda books and have no energy to break my head on them either.

5. still enjoy my space..

6. have become more straight fwd at all the fronts weather ppl like it or not! Thankfully i like it and i prefer dng things that i like now.

7. Have started living for myself then to living for others :)

8. Enjoy my office work and do not mind stretching at all...thanks to my supporting bosses.

Bharat Bandh

I have always hated the concept of calling a bandh by any parties but today for a change i liked it. I happened to go out to buy something and realized how nice this green city looks without those noisy ricks, honking city buses, overtaking private cabs that follow no traffic rules and those pedestrians who do not wait for the lights to turn on for their turn to cross the roads. Inshort, the maddening traffic was not there and it was a calm and quite city with few vendors selling fruits and all major stores closed. (reminded me of srilanka)

Weather also supported to enjoy this and it was an overall a great experience to step out of house and take a stroll. Thanks to my office who planned to give us off considering our safety. (unfortunately this Saturday is working to compensate)

I have a report to make but sitting sitting near my balcony, i just feel like looking at the big trees swinging from one side to another and dropping their leaves in someones backyard. I just feel like putting a sheet and keeping laptop aside and taking a cool nap :)