May 11, 2006

Why people give dirty looks?

so many good things have happened..We 4...i mean my family was together after 4 yrs at home this time...all these yrs we all met in some cousins marriage or some get togethers like those...children are like sparrows these days...they wait till they learn how to fly and once they are strong enough they fly away from the nest...come back occasionally to the nest where they learnt how to eat..how to fly...i still remember when i was in 2nd grade there was a sparrow's nest. Every day the parent sparrow used to fly to get some food for babies and evening they used to feed them...the chirping sounds of sparrows still reminds me of my childhood...I read in some management book about consumer lifecycle. They used a word "nested"....which was referred to the stage where parents are taking care of children at home.


Another good thing of my life...I found my school friends on Orkut and i feel so good talking to them. I found 3 of them and talking to two. Its after 10 yrs of absolute no contacts i found them. World is so small..and orkut is so big..thanks to people who refered me to this Orkut. :) I am gald i am here.

I am learning how to drive..thats a good thing for me atleast..i dont know why people react so badly when i drive zig zag..he he...not saying i am so bad...i m just pathetic...the other day bhai was instructing me and i was taking a u turn and imagine at u turn i stopped the vehicle blocking the whole passage. People gave me dirty looks as there was no red color L mark on the vehicle plus i got so nervous that i was almost screaming..bhai jaladi kar nahin to koi thok dega...not only that there was a lady who was sleeping on road side on a folding...she got up and stared so badly because the lights of car was on her face for nealy 10 minutes and she saw me sitting at drivers seat and she actually sat with " Dont-run-over-me" expression. Yaar why dont they understand i am a beginner and need some time...100 murders are forgiven if the crime is done in innocence :P

God bless all :)

May 07, 2006

so many things..

Phew!!! Such a hectic life…My god last I blogged was a month back…about the wedding what shld I say??? It was a love marriage and I wish her luck seriously. I still don’t understand how can ppl become blind in love..compromising is still something I can understand but blindness!!! Anyways I better not comment on that..it was just that I felt sad for her parents whom I found unhappy with her marriage. The dissatisfaction on their face was something which bothered me whole nite there.

These days brother is at home..so life is gud fighting and talking to him…its fun as always. My younger cousin got engaged and fortunately her fiancĂ© works in my company..and I met him without telling my sisters name..it was tough acting innocent…

Work is cool…delhi is HOT…feels like if I will go out in sun..then my blood will evaporate and I will be left with layers of fat beneath my skin…

I was surfing TV after a long time and saw a movies trailer..which said “ sometimes life doesn’t give a second chance!” well how true!!! I believe in this so very much. Me getting philosophical…

Whats back door entry??? Initially I thought its something related to just bribe and ill means of taking admission. But no its got a rite meaning associated with it. Today my brother locked the door when we were gng out and when we came back we were not able to open it…half an hour we tried but in vain..finally we went to back door and pushed it and it opened…shows how safe we are generally!!! But now the whole point is what if it doesn’t get open for next two days…ppl who will knock at the front door will assume that we aren’t at home and will leave…but benefits are now let me ask ppl to lend me money and give the address..they will never find the door open and I will run away :P that’s as stupid as me :)

Ohh something I forgot to mention…somebody suggested me to keep fast on Monday..and as everyone knows why!!! Well a girl like me who just love eating…is now actually fasting on Monday..i find it so damn hard man!!! Everything comes with a price I guess…and this one is just too costly…Mondays are working for me like others and whole day instead of working I keep thinking abt the biscuits in pantry..abt the nuts there…and finally the sweet rotis mom give to me..man I don’t like sweet and this fast makes me eat just sweet…anyways…no point in cribbing…

Someone also told me that I get angry too fast and I might kill someone in anger….too impulsive and outrageorus…vowww now even I wasn’t aware of that..i do feel like killing ppl with whom I contradict or have coldwars..but than I don’t mean it…but now I guess I better need to divert myself…and now since u all know abt me..dont dare to make me angry….otherwise yamraj will over achieve his targets :P

gotta fast tomorrow!!! no shortcuts allowed...:((

one question: something which i have been thinking for quitesome time...story of a friend..a cute acquaintance of mine is outgoing, friendly and naughty and she meets a person who is just opposite to her...the one whose outlook of life is just opposite to hers...but somehow she likes him..coz opposite attracts after all...now one fine day she was sitting and discussing her work related issues with another colleague of hers in a cafeteria and her guy sees her...he hates her for that and tells her to go out of his life! Was that justified? she tries to explain but the person was just not ready to listen...do u think she was at fault and shld consider him again? coz it became a serious issue..

Sometimes me meet a person, and feel that he is just our types and meant for us but to realise that he wasnt the one we were looking for.

sometimes we hate some ppl for small reasons and end up loving them.

second case happens with me so frequently that i just dont feel like commenting on it...all best ppl in my life were once upon a time ignored by me coz i hated them for some or other reason and today they are part of me..my life...