Trip To God's Own Country

Finally i experienced the houseboat in Allepey. It was just a different experience all together. Will write about this trip which was made to Allepey and Munnar last weekend soon...

Ending up a relationship is never easy!

Its so difficult to break a relationship when it was once upon a time a dream. I always dreamt of joining this organisation but few days back i ended this up. I would not say i did not enjoy my stay in last 2 years and 7 months...but sometimes in life you have to move on. Organisation is not just name; its the set of people. The time i joined, i was truly in love with it. It gave me learning, recognition and experience. It showed me a true corporate culture. But i just learnt one thing from it, people in the organisation are responsible for everything...they make or break.

While serving my last few days (notice period) i realised that how numb i was with the decision i had made. It did not bring any happiness or did not fill any sadness in me. I kept wondering "why"? I had best of my times and at the same time had seen worst. Best was again because of people and worst was again because of people. Only difference was in the set of people. Thankfully i was able to survive with the worst lot for 1.5 yrs.

I am not able to still convince myself if i made the right decision. I have started comparing my self in the new place. every moment i keep thinking how wud it be there at this moment? What if i wudnot have left it..."what if" still haunts.

After lot of efforts, I am trying to be out of the mode, something or other still takes me back in the memories i cherish...but i have to move on and thats life.