Why people give dirty looks?

so many good things have happened..We 4...i mean my family was together after 4 yrs at home this time...all these yrs we all met in some cousins marriage or some get togethers like those...children are like sparrows these days...they wait till they learn how to fly and once they are strong enough they fly away from the nest...come back occasionally to the nest where they learnt how to eat..how to fly...i still remember when i was in 2nd grade there was a sparrow's nest. Every day the parent sparrow used to fly to get some food for babies and evening they used to feed them...the chirping sounds of sparrows still reminds me of my childhood...I read in some management book about consumer lifecycle. They used a word "nested"....which was referred to the stage where parents are taking care of children at home.


Another good thing of my life...I found my school friends on Orkut and i feel so good talking to them. I found 3 of them and talking to two. Its after 10 yrs of absolute no contacts i found them. World is so small..and orkut is so big..thanks to people who refered me to this Orkut. :) I am gald i am here.

I am learning how to drive..thats a good thing for me atleast..i dont know why people react so badly when i drive zig zag..he he...not saying i am so bad...i m just pathetic...the other day bhai was instructing me and i was taking a u turn and imagine at u turn i stopped the vehicle blocking the whole passage. People gave me dirty looks as there was no red color L mark on the vehicle plus i got so nervous that i was almost screaming..bhai jaladi kar nahin to koi thok dega...not only that there was a lady who was sleeping on road side on a folding...she got up and stared so badly because the lights of car was on her face for nealy 10 minutes and she saw me sitting at drivers seat and she actually sat with " Dont-run-over-me" expression. Yaar why dont they understand i am a beginner and need some time...100 murders are forgiven if the crime is done in innocence :P

God bless all :)

so many things..

Phew!!! Such a hectic life…My god last I blogged was a month back…about the wedding what shld I say??? It was a love marriage and I wish her luck seriously. I still don’t understand how can ppl become blind in love..compromising is still something I can understand but blindness!!! Anyways I better not comment on that..it was just that I felt sad for her parents whom I found unhappy with her marriage. The dissatisfaction on their face was something which bothered me whole nite there.

These days brother is at home..so life is gud fighting and talking to him…its fun as always. My younger cousin got engaged and fortunately her fiancé works in my company..and I met him without telling my sisters name..it was tough acting innocent…

Work is cool…delhi is HOT…feels like if I will go out in sun..then my blood will evaporate and I will be left with layers of fat beneath my skin…

I was surfing TV after a long time and saw a movies trailer..which said “ sometimes life doesn’t give a second chance!” well how true!!! I believe in this so very much. Me getting philosophical…

Whats back door entry??? Initially I thought its something related to just bribe and ill means of taking admission. But no its got a rite meaning associated with it. Today my brother locked the door when we were gng out and when we came back we were not able to open it…half an hour we tried but in vain..finally we went to back door and pushed it and it opened…shows how safe we are generally!!! But now the whole point is what if it doesn’t get open for next two days…ppl who will knock at the front door will assume that we aren’t at home and will leave…but benefits are now let me ask ppl to lend me money and give the address..they will never find the door open and I will run away :P that’s as stupid as me :)

Ohh something I forgot to mention…somebody suggested me to keep fast on Monday..and as everyone knows why!!! Well a girl like me who just love eating…is now actually fasting on Monday..i find it so damn hard man!!! Everything comes with a price I guess…and this one is just too costly…Mondays are working for me like others and whole day instead of working I keep thinking abt the biscuits in pantry..abt the nuts there…and finally the sweet rotis mom give to me..man I don’t like sweet and this fast makes me eat just sweet…anyways…no point in cribbing…

Someone also told me that I get angry too fast and I might kill someone in anger….too impulsive and outrageorus…vowww now even I wasn’t aware of that..i do feel like killing ppl with whom I contradict or have coldwars..but than I don’t mean it…but now I guess I better need to divert myself…and now since u all know abt me..dont dare to make me angry….otherwise yamraj will over achieve his targets :P

gotta fast tomorrow!!! no shortcuts allowed...:((

one question: something which i have been thinking for quitesome time...story of a friend..a cute acquaintance of mine is outgoing, friendly and naughty and she meets a person who is just opposite to her...the one whose outlook of life is just opposite to hers...but somehow she likes him..coz opposite attracts after all...now one fine day she was sitting and discussing her work related issues with another colleague of hers in a cafeteria and her guy sees her...he hates her for that and tells her to go out of his life! Was that justified? she tries to explain but the person was just not ready to listen...do u think she was at fault and shld consider him again? coz it became a serious issue..

Sometimes me meet a person, and feel that he is just our types and meant for us but to realise that he wasnt the one we were looking for.

sometimes we hate some ppl for small reasons and end up loving them.

second case happens with me so frequently that i just dont feel like commenting on it...all best ppl in my life were once upon a time ignored by me coz i hated them for some or other reason and today they are part of me..my life...

Tale of 3 cities:poo's wedding

sounds familiar naa!!! well tomorrow is going to be a hectic day again....everyday i waste 3 hrs in commuting to my office..tomorrow its a special day when i will cross 3 states..generally its 2 states...

Its my graduation friend - Poo's (poonam) wedding that i am supposed to attend in the nite...now morning i will attend office...will start from noida at around 3 and cross delhi and then to gurgaon...will catch my other friends there..will get ready at her place and finally attend the marriage and come back home :)

Reems will stay at my place in the nite...gng to be fun...

things are getting much better these days...yesterday was the busiest day of my life...but now things seem to improve...wish me luck...:)

i am back!!!!

Do u ppl really want me to blog further? arent u tired of my crap???

I am back..nothing was getting bored and thought of getting back to this blog shlog thing...Recently i joined orkut and found it OK types. Had heard a lot abt it..but found it just OK..nothing so great..its a great way of killing ur valuable time...

I just came back from a distant relative's wedding, which was in some outskirts of Rohtak..Haryana...and i am still not able to believe that i saw a village!!! And people in village are so far better than ppl in cities..i mean they way they are close to each other..the way whole village knows each other...now the flaws are...ofcourse u cant think of dating someone..and blind dates wud be just impossible...

so many things happened in my fav city and i still feel that i shld have been there...well Rajkumar Uncle died but still not able to get the funda that if it was a natural death then what were those riots for? After all everyone dies..thats what they tell on AAstha Channel...

Aastha reminded me that there are so many such channels..earlier there used to be just one!!! well but aastha and similar ones are progressing...woh kya kehte hain hindi mein..Zamane ke saath chal rahe hain...they showed contraceptives Ads and similiar products Ad, Worst they are showing those Asian skyshop dubbed cassettes for those weight reducing products, showing a foreigner reducing her belly and apps...they have commercialised it as welll...hope Ekta is not gng to enter this industry..otherwise i m sure she will swap Krishna's Radha with Vishnuji's lakshmi and all creativity straight from her knee!!!!

I shldnot say all this for her...after all we share a special bond...we fall underthe same sunsign..;)

What do "I" do?

Life is so damn funny!!!!

U want to avoid a problem and to avoid a problem u enter into another problem or i wud say forced to enter into another one. This isnt fair....

I feel blogspot is tired of my blogs weight....121 posts...i am also tired...to be frank i feel there is nothing left for me to write..i feel so empty these days..there is nothing happening which is worth describing..or i shall say things that are happening arent catchy enugh for me..its just that all bad stuff happening with me in 2006...its just march..i am waiting for the august...well nothing great..somebody told me i will have a real bad time till 2006 (emotionally, physically and mentally) and then hopefully things will change..i guess he/she wanted to say..after that u will be habitual of bad things :P

Physically: Oh yes i have put on extra pounds and flab isnt fitting in any of my dresses and my last company's full and final settlement is left so cant buy new dresses..somehow adjusting with strechable jeans and tops :P

Mentally: God made me different by give me extra brain than some of u. Obvious if it can be measure in points then, considering u have -20 points then i have -200 point these days on the same scale.

Emotionally: well yes, emotionally its becoming worst these days..earlier i used to cry watching all senti stuff..now i cry on all the Soaps aired by Star plus/Sony and Zee

It still gives me a shiver when i think of the month Jan and Feb 2006. I dont know why i still wrote funny posts...feeling broken now...

Hibernating...

And ppl say i have a bad habbit of hibernating...whatelse m i supposed to do when life makes me a ball and hit me for 4's and 6's. Though scoring high but taking away all my energy...i have to be dormant untill it gives me a reason to smile coz i can forsee series of events which are actually as irritating as watching an english movie dubbed in hindi with sicko accent.


Mujhe dawa ki nahin dua ki zaroorat hai :P

Thanks for bearing me all these days/months and yrs (depending upon ur subscription to this seedy page)