April 25, 2005

1st Aniversary

Today i have completed one year of my work life. Though i am not in the same company which i joined one year back. This one year played an important role in my life. I enjoyed my working life.

Flashback:24th April 2004

First person i met in the previous company was Bharat sir, who took my first round of interview. A very nice and smart chap indeed. Always liked working with him, we are good friends and i still like the way he deals with the situations :) Thanks a ton bharat sir for a gr8 break. I liked the work culture and everything abt it :)

Then i met Sripad Sir: Assitant Manager, who also took a small round of interview.
And the final round was taken by MM sir (MD). The ultimate round of my life. I was questioned on all the HR fiunctions and was told that once i join a recruitment firm then the options of joining a corporate is very tough. That was little demotivating for me but i had my own points. After the interview was over MM sir asked me how much time will i need for joining them. I was little hesitant. I did not want to commit anything at that point. To be very frank i had a marketing offer (the field which always fascinated me) so i wanted some time to choose between the two fields. I requested MM sir for the same. He agreed and smiled. Interview went for an hour. He came down with me to first floor where bharat sir was sitting. He made a remark saying that " We have selected her but she hasnt selected us yet". That was embarrasing for me. I liked MM sir and till date i respect him for his values and ethics. He has always guided me and supported me.

26th April 2004: Finally after thinking and consulting from my friends and well wishers i planned for HR field. First day at office & i was nervous. So many things were in my mind. What if i am not able to perform, what if they chuck me out because i am not able to meet their expectations, what if... All my queries were gone after the first day. Work envoirnment was just too good. Colleagues were friendly. I always felt at home.

Just one month back i joined a new company. But i still miss my previous organisation where i spent some quality time and did some quality work..i guess..:)

Today i am happy..i am sad..i am having mixed kind of emotions. Happy for completing one year successfully. Sad that i am no longer working with the previous company. I am just confused?

April 24, 2005

I am still alive...thankgod!!!

I am thankful to god...why? read this...

Friday was official holiday for us but few of us were working as work load was just too much. Saturday (most awaited day) i planned for a club with couple of friends. Morning got up at 8.30a.m just to do the follow up work with my candidates who were scheduled for an interview in Hyd. Then slept again after giving them instructions. After an hour called all my friends and fixed time and place to meet. We decided to go to country club at Mysore road. Well a sensible decision i guess. We started at 1.00 after having our breakfast.

Reached there at quarter to two. Now comes the best part of my weekend. i wanted to try swimming. I am scared of water. I guess scared would be a decent word in my case. Drowning is a very common act from my side most of the times :( But this time i was determined. I will learn swimming and will take out this fear out of me. So changed to a swim wear and with all my efforts entered into the pool. For this training i did not take any professional coach as my good friends assured me that they will teach me how to do it. Good i thought. Unnati did not enter the water as she was not feeling well. So with great courage i made up my mind and asked Amit to help me. Poor guy. He told me the first lesson... I listened to him patiently. so did accordingly.Now he told me to swim a little. How can i am just a beginner?

I gave an excuse saying " I remember Sapna (my senior) doing only this on her first day of swimming class that too when a professional coach was the one instructing her then how can u expect me to do all the things in one day." He shouted at me saying " u want to learn or not..all these days u were eating my head saying that u want to learn and now when the day has come u are giving excuse...if u dont want to learn then sit in a corner and watch others like a 3 yrs old kid." It was bad...on all the weekdays i shout on him and today he got a chance to shout on me :( so did accordingly...well not to mention that my first attempt was just pathetic...i was under the water searching for a support. Well it was just 5 feet and i cud not balanced myself. Shameful i thought. It was bad..i need to learn and i need to take it as a challenge.

Just couple of attempts and i was able to swim in the shallow but short distance only. Took rest for sometime and tried doing it all over again. Others were enjoying and i was practising wat i learnt few mins back from them. Unnati kept on smiling...i just told her..dont worry babe next week u will be in and then i will see u :) After sometime i was doing little better. I was doing it all alone and then all of a sudden one leg could not find the floor below...whats happening i thought...i was loosing my balance..oh shit i was just standing on the edge...i just looked at unnati and told her " pls tell them i am in deep". Unnati did not understand the terminology and she passed the message happily saying that " u know!!! she is swimming in deep". The voice from other side came " Oh good...she is progressing". (p.s- deep was just 12 feet)

Oh god i was just on the edge and the only leg suppoting me was also loosing its grip. I looked at Amit and shouted " Amit i am in deep". Idiot smiled from the end and said " good". Oh gosh...how do i convey the message i thought...Actually i was using the wrong words..i realised it when i started gulping the water. Then i looked up..and shouted for Help. Then those buggers realised what i meant by "Deep". By the time they reached i was in deep water and fighting for my life. One hand grabbed my right hand and pulled me towards the shallow. I sank to the bottom, rose to the surface seconds later, spluttering and choking. I was safe. Nothing much happened but that fear increased as the encounter of death/something like death was just too bad. Took rest for few mins and decided that i will swim in deep water. Amit just told me to cross little portion diagonally without any help and he wud wait at the other end. The thought of it scared me but i wanted to take this out forever. I swam the distance. Repeated it couple of times. Everytime he set a target increasing the distance and i was supposed to reach it. He did it so perfectly. One end used to be in shallow and other in deep. Four hours in pool and i learnt 50%. Just need to increase my stemina. Thats what they told me :).

After this swimming session we went to play snooker. It was fun. i just loved it. Then TT. This i played with unnati as Amit and Swaroop are too fast in TT. Then lastly came to Badminton court, wooden floor but a properly managed one. Played one game with swaroop. Not to mention i lost it ;). After 10 years i played badminton. I missed my schooldays. Then i realised how good i feel when i play. After 10th grade, life was just school and studies...then that horrible hostel with no games..and then this mba which made us sit in college till 9.00 p.m. And remaning time of day with those stupid assignments.

But now i will be regular with my hobbies. Next weekend also i am planning to go and will continue this as far as possible. Well sunday we did not go again to the club as we were just too tired for anything. I had a bad backache coz of badminton. Today feeling little better :)

April 19, 2005

Hostel life rocks!!!

Well there is always something in my life which is spicy.

The hottest of all now is a blog which describes abt my hostel life in graduation. The best hostel i have ever seen in my life. The time (3 yrs) we spent there.

Whats here: The mastis we did ...some secrets revealed...mysteries solved...some confessions...some facts and myths abt girls and girls hostel.

Contributors: 2 people. Reema & Ships (whoelse)

What are we doing here: We are just brushing up our memories together :) . Most of the incidents from hostel will be posted over here (exceptions are always there ;) )

No hard feelings for anyone :) including the warden who imposed so many restrictions ;)

April 18, 2005

I am infecting others also

I m spreading this virus of blogging badly it seems. I made my friend reemu to create a blog and she has started posting also. Good babe!!!!

Reema is the girl who actually helped me a lot. She was my rommie for 3 continous year and was one who played a gr8 role in the transformation of my behavior. She always used to write her dairy and that made me jott down my feelings. i still have that dairy which i used to write in my hostel. I havent completed it. Occasionally i write in that. Now i write all the important events of my life.

Love u and miss u dear :) keep in touch and keep blogging...

yours truly
:)

Tresspassers will be executed

Today i am enjoying my holiday at home. All my friends are working but i am the lucky one today (they enjoyed their holiday last thursday and i was working :( ). I had plans for today but nobody around to go with so took proper rest. Did all my washing, ironing and cleaning work on saturday so no more backlogs, now can rest in peace.

Evening was getting bored...so came out with my bag with nothing in my mind. Had no clue as where i was walking towards. Started towards Cunningham road and saw my favorite citi bank atm..so thought of withdrawing...then walked few steps and saw this Sify cafe, had nothing to do so just came to check my mails. After a long time i am "VELLi" ;)

As usuals browsed some blogs...Wanted to ask this to u?

Is it wrong to read someones blog? well i am not reading any strangers blog..i m talking abt a person whom i know for past 8 years. i got his blog from google search. He is not aware of this. I read all his articles and check is blog almost everyday and occasionally comment on them but dont leave any information behind. i know its bad..but i cant stop reading his blog and at the same time cant afford to tell him the fact.

Am i doing a wrong thing. I dont intend to hurt him? Waiting for ur comments...