I guess i need to install MSN again...As in the last post i told that i have already uninstalled all the other messangers i guess i did a little mistake.Good features at MSN now..
Software giant Microsoft Corp. has upgraded its well known instant-messaging client Messenger, allowing Internet users to publish and track each other´s blogs, or online journals...Read more
and dont forget to read what Michael jackson did. Really a Gr8 star ;)
You shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think.
April 07, 2005
Dialer tunes
Everyday i have to speak to so many ppl over the phone that i get bugged with the ring. trinnn trinnn, awwww i am sick& tired of it..
The best part comes when i try a number and instead of the monotonous ring a music comes :) i find it so soothing...it actually relives me of my tension for few seconds...today i was totally loaded with work and cudnot spare a single minute for myself. Gave a call to someone and the music started all of a sudden...it was so unexpected that for a moment i forgot my work...all of a sudden a harsh voice broke the rythm...wish he did not pick the call...where will u get to listen the music free of cost ;) these tunes are actually good... range from Bollywood film songs to international hits, wacky sounds to instrumental music and even their own voice.
The other day i called one of my classmate and he had set a song from the movie Aitraaz and the song was sung by Adnan Sami "Gela Gela Gela" I like this song very much and also liked the movie. Its a remake of Movie Disclosure
Good concept..Mogambo khush hua ;)
The best part comes when i try a number and instead of the monotonous ring a music comes :) i find it so soothing...it actually relives me of my tension for few seconds...today i was totally loaded with work and cudnot spare a single minute for myself. Gave a call to someone and the music started all of a sudden...it was so unexpected that for a moment i forgot my work...all of a sudden a harsh voice broke the rythm...wish he did not pick the call...where will u get to listen the music free of cost ;) these tunes are actually good... range from Bollywood film songs to international hits, wacky sounds to instrumental music and even their own voice.
The other day i called one of my classmate and he had set a song from the movie Aitraaz and the song was sung by Adnan Sami "Gela Gela Gela" I like this song very much and also liked the movie. Its a remake of Movie Disclosure
Good concept..Mogambo khush hua ;)
April 04, 2005
"SORRY"
Yesterday somebody said sorry to me in the nite and i could not stop smiling. This is the word i hate most but love it when i look back into the past. Still cherish those memories
I was in the second grad and dad was posted in Surat. My naughty brother is three yrs younger to me. It was my summer vacations, the painful time for my mom. I used to fight with my brother on silly things all day and this fight irritated my mom to the core. Mom was fed up with 2 little monsters.
i was very particular about my things and eating manners those days. Hated when somebody used to put their hands in my plate while i was eating (though i have changed completely after hostel life). My brother knew this weakness of mine and used to call me a "copy cat". One fine day i was having my lunch and this idiot purposely put his dirty hands in my plate to take something. i hated it and left my food in the middle and went to keep my plate in the kitchen. I went to my room to sit in peace but this bugger followed me. I told him harshly to leave "my room" but no he wanted to sit on my head and eat my brain also. He started saying a poem which he made exclusively for me for irritating purpose. I could not control myself and threw a pencil at him. He also took my books and started throwing them at me. Suddenly he came and pulled my hairs. Gosh it was so painful..i caught his little arm and bit him deeply. He ran straight to mom crying...i know half of it was his drama..but was trapped and that too with a proof :( Mom came yelling at me and as usual started off " u are the elder one have some shame, he is a kid but u should be mature", who wanted to be an elder one..i never asked for it i thought but thankfully did not utter. Little monster came back to my room and was again on his mischieves. I could not control and ran after him this time creating a nuisance in the house. We were running in the house, banging the doors behind throwing the things on the floor and fighting like dogs when we saw mom striding in our direction with a chappal in her hand. Now instead of running behind each other we both were running to escape from moms beating. but badluck we reached a deadend. A big wall in front and no escape..there was a store room so we entered into that. The store room was full of trunks, suitcases and briefcases. We started climbing those as if were climbing Mt. Everest. Believe me climbing those thrunks were tougher than climbing the Everest
She entered the room and gave us instructions to come down. We both started looking at each others like 2 monkeys on a tree. When she saw that her instruction is not being carried out she threatened us by locking in the store room for 2 days without food.
We were left with no options but to come down. Slowly and carefully we both stepped down. She was waiting for this moment like a hungry lioness waiting for the its prey. She closed the door behind and picked her Hawaii chappal again. One here and one there. Very rythemic it was ;) But whats this she did not stop there..she carried on with the spanking as if she was washing clothes :( we both were screaming in pain and horror but no relaxation from the other end. I dont remember the count but definately she gave more than 7-8 to both of us. Even the neighbours wud have heard the music. Suddenly my gr8 brother fell in her feet and said sorry for more than 15-20 times in a single breath. Mom found him very courteous and told him to stand in a corner but i got the overdose ;) I was not able to recall this word "sorry". i heard it when brother said but cud not utter it as it slipped from my mind. After taking all her anger and frustration out mom left the store. I was sitting half broken kinds suddenly my eyes went into the corner where i saw the little monster standing and smiling. He gave a very cunning smile :X. Little moster was really a smart kid who saved himself from those extra dose.
Lessons i learnt with these kind of things in life:
Sorry: good way to escape..but say when u mean it
Thankyou: for everything a person does to you
:)
I was in the second grad and dad was posted in Surat. My naughty brother is three yrs younger to me. It was my summer vacations, the painful time for my mom. I used to fight with my brother on silly things all day and this fight irritated my mom to the core. Mom was fed up with 2 little monsters.
i was very particular about my things and eating manners those days. Hated when somebody used to put their hands in my plate while i was eating (though i have changed completely after hostel life). My brother knew this weakness of mine and used to call me a "copy cat". One fine day i was having my lunch and this idiot purposely put his dirty hands in my plate to take something. i hated it and left my food in the middle and went to keep my plate in the kitchen. I went to my room to sit in peace but this bugger followed me. I told him harshly to leave "my room" but no he wanted to sit on my head and eat my brain also. He started saying a poem which he made exclusively for me for irritating purpose. I could not control myself and threw a pencil at him. He also took my books and started throwing them at me. Suddenly he came and pulled my hairs. Gosh it was so painful..i caught his little arm and bit him deeply. He ran straight to mom crying...i know half of it was his drama..but was trapped and that too with a proof :( Mom came yelling at me and as usual started off " u are the elder one have some shame, he is a kid but u should be mature", who wanted to be an elder one..i never asked for it i thought but thankfully did not utter. Little monster came back to my room and was again on his mischieves. I could not control and ran after him this time creating a nuisance in the house. We were running in the house, banging the doors behind throwing the things on the floor and fighting like dogs when we saw mom striding in our direction with a chappal in her hand. Now instead of running behind each other we both were running to escape from moms beating. but badluck we reached a deadend. A big wall in front and no escape..there was a store room so we entered into that. The store room was full of trunks, suitcases and briefcases. We started climbing those as if were climbing Mt. Everest. Believe me climbing those thrunks were tougher than climbing the Everest
She entered the room and gave us instructions to come down. We both started looking at each others like 2 monkeys on a tree. When she saw that her instruction is not being carried out she threatened us by locking in the store room for 2 days without food.
We were left with no options but to come down. Slowly and carefully we both stepped down. She was waiting for this moment like a hungry lioness waiting for the its prey. She closed the door behind and picked her Hawaii chappal again. One here and one there. Very rythemic it was ;) But whats this she did not stop there..she carried on with the spanking as if she was washing clothes :( we both were screaming in pain and horror but no relaxation from the other end. I dont remember the count but definately she gave more than 7-8 to both of us. Even the neighbours wud have heard the music. Suddenly my gr8 brother fell in her feet and said sorry for more than 15-20 times in a single breath. Mom found him very courteous and told him to stand in a corner but i got the overdose ;) I was not able to recall this word "sorry". i heard it when brother said but cud not utter it as it slipped from my mind. After taking all her anger and frustration out mom left the store. I was sitting half broken kinds suddenly my eyes went into the corner where i saw the little monster standing and smiling. He gave a very cunning smile :X. Little moster was really a smart kid who saved himself from those extra dose.
Lessons i learnt with these kind of things in life:
Sorry: good way to escape..but say when u mean it
Thankyou: for everything a person does to you
:)
Deceptive or defective eyes
Few days back i was standing on the road side and was waiting for my cab.
There is a signal and a tree near to my pick up point so i go and stand next to the tree to avoid sun rays and heat. i take out my novel and start reading it without looking here and there. when i feel tired i take support of the tree and stand and again eyes in the book. When ants and other things start crawling and biting me then i realise that its rite time for me to move and stand without a support. When i get too tired of reading or when dont feel like reading after few pages then i simply close the book and start wandering here and there.
Thats how i behave/stand on the pickup point. Now one day i reached office and saw a person standing who is in his late thirties and lives in the same locality but comes on his own vehicle. Once he came in my cab and thats how i came to know abt him. So he smiled at me..i also returned the smile. Then he spoke " I saw u standing on the signal...i smiled at u but u turned your face" i started thinking when did i behave this way. Unconciously also i dont act like that. I smile at an enemy also then how come i was so rude to my colleague. Then i asked him " U saw me today? are u sure? what was i doing? i hope u are not mistaken (generally happens)". The person smiled at me and said "yes madame i saw u only..u were looking at the traffic and starring on the vehicles..i was on my bike" I tried to recall but nothing flashed in my garbage store(mind). I was puzzled. He then asked me "everything fine with u?" I managed a smile and said yes..i did not move..and tried hard again but was of no use. Then i realised my bad habbit. I went behind the person and said " Sorry sir, now i realised what i was doing..actually i was tired of reading the book so closed it and kept it in my bag...and when i was standing there i was thinking on various things...when i am engrossed in my thought process i cannot see or understand a single thing happening in front of me. I guess i was looking at u..but back of my mind i was lost in some thought process which made this situation to occur." The person smiled back and said " its ok i did not take it seriously...i wanted to ask u whether u want a lift or something coz u were standing all alone but i got scared of u". Good relief the person did not take it to his heart.
So many times this has happened to me...especially when i am all alone..i see things but i dont actually see them and ppl get the notion that i have ignored them :( worst happens when somebody knows me closely..they wonder what makes me behave this way...they start thinking of the conversation they had with me last..these kind of things actually make them feel that i am angry on them. Hope one day they will realise the defect in me ;) :(
There is a signal and a tree near to my pick up point so i go and stand next to the tree to avoid sun rays and heat. i take out my novel and start reading it without looking here and there. when i feel tired i take support of the tree and stand and again eyes in the book. When ants and other things start crawling and biting me then i realise that its rite time for me to move and stand without a support. When i get too tired of reading or when dont feel like reading after few pages then i simply close the book and start wandering here and there.
Thats how i behave/stand on the pickup point. Now one day i reached office and saw a person standing who is in his late thirties and lives in the same locality but comes on his own vehicle. Once he came in my cab and thats how i came to know abt him. So he smiled at me..i also returned the smile. Then he spoke " I saw u standing on the signal...i smiled at u but u turned your face" i started thinking when did i behave this way. Unconciously also i dont act like that. I smile at an enemy also then how come i was so rude to my colleague. Then i asked him " U saw me today? are u sure? what was i doing? i hope u are not mistaken (generally happens)". The person smiled at me and said "yes madame i saw u only..u were looking at the traffic and starring on the vehicles..i was on my bike" I tried to recall but nothing flashed in my garbage store(mind). I was puzzled. He then asked me "everything fine with u?" I managed a smile and said yes..i did not move..and tried hard again but was of no use. Then i realised my bad habbit. I went behind the person and said " Sorry sir, now i realised what i was doing..actually i was tired of reading the book so closed it and kept it in my bag...and when i was standing there i was thinking on various things...when i am engrossed in my thought process i cannot see or understand a single thing happening in front of me. I guess i was looking at u..but back of my mind i was lost in some thought process which made this situation to occur." The person smiled back and said " its ok i did not take it seriously...i wanted to ask u whether u want a lift or something coz u were standing all alone but i got scared of u". Good relief the person did not take it to his heart.
So many times this has happened to me...especially when i am all alone..i see things but i dont actually see them and ppl get the notion that i have ignored them :( worst happens when somebody knows me closely..they wonder what makes me behave this way...they start thinking of the conversation they had with me last..these kind of things actually make them feel that i am angry on them. Hope one day they will realise the defect in me ;) :(
Everything is fake now a days
Gosh i am encountering bad things these days. The latest story:
I scheduled a guy for a personal interview after i found him technically sound over the phone.
He came to the campus and i put him to the technical person for the personal interview. After sometime the technical person calls me in the cabin where the interview is going on. I enter the cabin and directly look at the candidate. He is not able to see in my eyes. I asked them " what happened". The technical person tells me that the person has got a fake CV. He is not working in any of these companies. I looked at the person in disbelief. I asked the candidate " where are u working then" he told that he is unemployed and is looking for a job. i thought ok may be he is not having something in his hand and that made him behaved this way. Next question i asked him was " have u ever worked in the companies u have mentioned on your profile?" he did not answer. after a pause i asked him again " Are u working? and if yes how many years of exp u have in real companies?" He slowly said " i dont have any experience and i m jobless"
Suddenly my technical person started off saying that " u cud be behind the bars..we can take a legal action against u...thats not the right way..we are a CMMi Level 5 company and firmly believe in process and everything is being checked here..blah blah blah"
i looked at the technical person ..he controlled himself..then i told the candidate " see its not the rite thing to do..i do understand your desperation for your job but these kind of acts can put u in trouble. How many times did i ask u abt your profile and everytime u gave me a nice answer...i found u technically sound and that was the reason i had arranged this interview"...he did not look up...he was ashamed of being caught red handed...finally i said " Mr.X i have no rights to give a lecture or gyan to someone..but if u really want to succeed in life be true to yourself" Poor guy listened to me patiently. Then i asked him politely to leave. He stood up and apologised. I was looking at his face..i did not feel bad coz he wasted my time and gave a BIG question mark on my work..but felt bad thinking that wat made him do so...umemployement???? or something else?
After that i guess i have witnessed some 7-8 cases. I dont know how do i perform reference check over the phone.
I scheduled a guy for a personal interview after i found him technically sound over the phone.
He came to the campus and i put him to the technical person for the personal interview. After sometime the technical person calls me in the cabin where the interview is going on. I enter the cabin and directly look at the candidate. He is not able to see in my eyes. I asked them " what happened". The technical person tells me that the person has got a fake CV. He is not working in any of these companies. I looked at the person in disbelief. I asked the candidate " where are u working then" he told that he is unemployed and is looking for a job. i thought ok may be he is not having something in his hand and that made him behaved this way. Next question i asked him was " have u ever worked in the companies u have mentioned on your profile?" he did not answer. after a pause i asked him again " Are u working? and if yes how many years of exp u have in real companies?" He slowly said " i dont have any experience and i m jobless"
Suddenly my technical person started off saying that " u cud be behind the bars..we can take a legal action against u...thats not the right way..we are a CMMi Level 5 company and firmly believe in process and everything is being checked here..blah blah blah"
i looked at the technical person ..he controlled himself..then i told the candidate " see its not the rite thing to do..i do understand your desperation for your job but these kind of acts can put u in trouble. How many times did i ask u abt your profile and everytime u gave me a nice answer...i found u technically sound and that was the reason i had arranged this interview"...he did not look up...he was ashamed of being caught red handed...finally i said " Mr.X i have no rights to give a lecture or gyan to someone..but if u really want to succeed in life be true to yourself" Poor guy listened to me patiently. Then i asked him politely to leave. He stood up and apologised. I was looking at his face..i did not feel bad coz he wasted my time and gave a BIG question mark on my work..but felt bad thinking that wat made him do so...umemployement???? or something else?
After that i guess i have witnessed some 7-8 cases. I dont know how do i perform reference check over the phone.
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